http://fuckyeahhsexyasians.tumblr.com/ is filled with BOPS and boys who have not hit puberty yet. this blog does not impress me. there are NO sexy azns. just a bunch of underaged little asian girls who try to look cute, but fail miserably and 12 year old boys.
/rant
WHERE THE HOTTIES AT~
I’m sorry Mom and Dad. I know, you’ve heard me say this so many times. But I ment it everytime. I know you lost faith and trust for me. and I know you wish I didn’t exist. I hate myself so much to the point I just wanna grab the knife and get it over with. Why can’t I be smart, pretty or someone who doesn’t lie? Why can’t I be strong? It really hurt mom when you said “we lost faith in you.” I bet you think i’m gonna grow up to be bad. I could see it in your eyes. Dad , when you yell at me, I know that you dont like to yell at me. You are such a kind person, you would never do that. Its like you dont love me. I am so horrible, I dont even know what to say anymore. Ive tried so hard to gain back your trust, I also tried my best on my finals just so you can congratulate me. But you never did. do you know how much that hurts? That one word couldve made me so happy. But not once did I ever hear it. Because of my stupid lies, I lost everything. Deep inside, I don’t care about the past. All I know is that I still love you both regardless everything thats happened. I love you both, mom and dad. I will always be your little girl.
